I always reflect on resurrection around Easter time and I’d like to share a little with you…
I have seen 2 ‘uprisings’ of the feminine; the first in the late 80’s where women started donning shoulder pads and brief cases and vying for the spotlight, which had long since been fixated on masculine values. I felt that women were adopting masculine values and traits in order to achieve what they wanted and it left me feeling confused as to I was supposed to be as a woman (I was in my late teens).
I developed a “spotlight theory” which in a massively oversimplified way goes like this: women wanted to participate and be acknowledged (yes!) but I felt that the way we were doing it was by taking on masculine values and traits. I felt that we were trying to change who we were, instead of shifting what the spotlight focused on (what our culture defines as valuable, important).
Today, I a see a new kind of feminine rising, one that is not changing it’s essential nature, but is actually embracing it and is striving to change what we care about as a culture.
I feel blessed to witness this. I feel that this has been the missing voice, the missing perceptive, the fundamental imbalance. I believe that restoring this balance will heal this planet, right along with our own psyches.
I hope to see you on Sunday or Monday…
Love,
Jelena
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Today I Rise – by Alexandra Feldner
Where are you? Little girl with broken wings but full of hope…
Where are you? Wise women covered in wounds…
Where are you?
Today is the day, I will not sit still and give in anymore
Today I rise
I am bruised but I will get up and walk again
Today I rise
I don’t care if you ignore my beauty
Today I rise
Through the alchemy of my darkest nights I heal and thrive
Today I rise
I move through the world with confidence and grace
I open my eyes and I am ready to face
My wholeness as a woman and my limitless capacities
I will walk my path with audacity
Today I rise
I reconnect with the many aspects of myself
I am in awe of the reality I can create
I am a healer, I am a queen
A wise women, a wild woman
I will rise and beam
I am a rebel – I will wake up and fight
I am a mother and I am a child
I will no longer disguise my sadness and pain
I will no longer suffer and complain
I am black and I am white
There is no reason to hide
Where are you….
I call upon Kali, to kiss me alive
I transform my anger into power
No more heartache or strive
The world is missing what I am ready to give
My wisdom, my sweetness, my love
And my hunger for peace…
I weep with the trees and the rivers and the earth in distress
I rise and shine and I am ready to go on my quest
Today I rise
Without doubt or hesitation
Today I rise
Without excuses, without procrastination
Today I call upon my sisters to join
A movement of resoluteness and concern
Today is the day I rise and scream
Today I foresee the future of my dreams!
Today is my call to action, I will fulfill my mission
Without further distraction.
Today is the day!
Today I will start, to offer the world
The wisdom of my heart.